september 18th 2025
ive been scapegoating trans people people since before it was cool
- fleur
the site is still being designed and is in the works but im just making a rough style of posting until then because i want to have a place to jot down my thoughts
august 6th 2025
ok - fleur
august 7th 2025
a very influential artist to me is performing only a week or 2 after i move and oh my god im so happy,,, devi mccallion's music was a really big part of my life when i was miserable getting thru high school and she's spread around some really amazing artist communities full of artists who's work mean just as much to me .
aside from that it just seems like a really good opportunity to meet local queer folk which means a lot when i'll only have been there for abt 2 weeks by the time the show comes around,, rly looking forward to that.
otherwise ive kind of been in a funk and have been struggling creatively for a bit, im trying to get my self on an a-day, b-day schedule [a day-work on web stuff | b-day work on anatomy studies for x hours] but ive just had my time totally taken up by warframe tiji,,, making myself start that next week though i gotta get working
- fleur
august 9th 2025
i miss black dresses
- fleur
august 11th 2025
deathmetal by panchiko is a manifestation that only god could grant, unfortunately bestowing my ears and the grander part of the world's with hearing this stupid overhyped band
- fleur
august 15th 2025
i really hate it here
- fleur
august 31st 2025
said concert was canceled recently which is very heartbreaking but understandable,, the US and especially Texas is horrendously cruel to queer people at the moment . God bless all the artists who felt they needed to cancel .
ive moved since it was last mentioned and it's admittedly been a little lonely as im yet to meet any new people, but i've still found ways to have fun when i can and can very much appreciate the openness living away from home gives me . i probably shouldn't have waited until then to keep working on the site but just traveling around the city on the bus has given me some more inspiration as to how i should go abt designing the site and i really would love to make it more visually involved with my own photography ..
in essence i have ideas tiji, hopefully i'll be able to finish it soon .
- fleur
september 16th 2025
ive pretty much made myself comfortable here,, got a schedule for how i use my time, when to cook, where to eat, when to get to class, where to spend my freetime . its fun but im still admittedly lonely around here x_x .
ive never been a very social person so i looked into an organization but im just a little worried about how well i actually mesh with these people, they're all very vibrant and pleasant people and i just feel like im a little
too jaded and bitter for that kind of space tiji .
looked into a dating app for some company , hopefully i can meet people a little more like-minded . but i guess for now i dont mind just living in solitude and visiting the arcade every weekend xP
- fleur
september 18th 2025
ive been scapegoating trans people people since before it was cool
- fleur
september 21st 2025
working on phase 1 of site updates finally! after a lot of thinking i found out what elements i want to highlight in the site's design to give it a bit of an identity,, it took a lot of thought and experimentation but the new landing page with its palette and dithered imagery,, the typeface it uses, i think i have something coming together I just have to work out the more elaborate parts of it and figure out how to carry that flair across the whole site from here on out . but i have . ideas tiji .
it looks really rough right now i can't lie, but it'll take shapee soon enough . i believe it .
- fleur